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Kyle Merryman
'Let's Start With Ridiculous and Work Backwards.'
21 Years old and a life without a plan.
A life without a goal but to live from day to day.
I woke up this morning to realze I don't want to live this life today.
But where do you start to change the whole life you portray?
What do you do to start over again?
Where do you begin...Where to begin...?
I want you to know the person I really am.
The one I am inside - not the one you think I am.
No, you don't know me.
No, I don't know why.
I've held it in so long that it's gotten so hard to let it out.
I want to be that person, the one you don't know.
I am not all jokes.
I am not not all laughs.
I am not all games.
I want to cry.
I long to love.
I do feel pain.
I want to drive,
Far way from this place,
Find myself
Be myself
Search for you
Come back to this place a different person.
A Better person
The person I have wanted to be.
I love my friends.
I love this place.
I love all these things,
But it's time for a change.
Not an overnight, instant change in it all.
I need a change that will break me.
'A Lonely Prayer'
I've never felt as unworthy as I do right now.
Empty - Worthless - Now broken for you.
Lord carry me until I am strong enough...
Strong enough to face this world alone.
I guess that I am never truly alone.
In the darkest of nights,
When all hope is gone and I feel so alone.
Comfort me.
Remind me that you are there (always).
I need you now more than ever.
Chase away these fears, this loneliness.
Bring me to tears.
Show me your holiness.
The seasons change and so do people.
But you are always here, always the same.
ALWAYS the same.
Forever.
Don't let me forget.
Don't let me doubt.
'Don't Worry, It's Only A Fracture'
Silly Silly little girl, with your priorities all a wreck.
Take a look at the choices you have made.
Who are you becoming?
There is no reason I should miss the old you the way that I do.
But I do.
I hate to see you become these things you so firmly stood against.
I hate it, but I will not intervein.
What a show this is to watch.
Have a seat my friend, watch as this girl throws it all away.
To my dismay, we will just watch the good decay.
Maybe I have grown slightly numb,
But this all just seems okay.
Thank you for showing me the path not to take.
I could write a book on the things I have learned.
Page after page of things not to do.
Things that will destroy.
Things that will lead to only destruction and chaos.
The things that now make up your life.
Maybe one day you will come back.
But I doubt it.
Not that I have no faith in you.
I just see how quick you have fallen, how deep you have sunk.
You are leaving no trail to follow back.
There may not even be anyone to lend a hand.
What a nightmare this must be.
Don't look back little girl, this nightmare is real.
'Morning At Night'
Another 24 hour day.
Driving home, body tired, reactions delayed......delayed.
Yet my mind races faster than ever.
Full of things I should have said but my mind kept them in forever.
Full of things I should have done but second guessed.
I want to scream to the sky and get them all off my chest.
But I can't.
I can't, so they will stay trapped in me forever.
Forever driving me crazy.
Forever they will be unsaid.
Forever they are echoes inside my head.
A day ends.
Another Begins.
One of those morning where nothing seems wrong.
But absolutely nothing seems just right.
Wake up when it's dark, go to bed when its light.
Same thing as the day before.
Battling these emotions. Constant war.
I try to tell you how I feel from this spot on the floor.
But I can't.
I can't, so it will stay trapped in me forever.
Forever driving me crazy.
Forever it will be unsaid.
Forever it echoes inside my head.
A day ends.
Another Begins.
Constant cycle.
Never ending pattern.
Day after day.
Same today.
Same tomorrow.
Yes, this all get's old so quick.
A change must be made.
The battle now is to not be afraid.
'Note To Self'
It's on the tip of your tongue.
Can you taste it?
It's closer than ever.
Just reach out and touch it.
Tell me, Is it what you thought it could be?
Is it really what you hoped it would be?
Everything seems so right.
But inside you know something feels wrong.
At the time, you couldn't ask for more.
But when away, the doubt is sickening.
Deep in your stomach you know something's not right.
Maybe you've known it all along.
Happiness. Joy. Contentment.
These are only a temporary muse when followed by,
Numbness. Depression. Desperation.
May God open your eyes.
You have been blind for far to long.
Allow yourself to be happy through him and the gifts he gives.
Destroy the selfish person that you have become.
Step up. Be a man.
You know what to do
21 Years old and a life without a plan.
A life without a goal but to live from day to day.
I woke up this morning to realze I don't want to live this life today.
But where do you start to change the whole life you portray?
What do you do to start over again?
Where do you begin...Where to begin...?
I want you to know the person I really am.
The one I am inside - not the one you think I am.
No, you don't know me.
No, I don't know why.
I've held it in so long that it's gotten so hard to let it out.
I want to be that person, the one you don't know.
I am not all jokes.
I am not not all laughs.
I am not all games.
I want to cry.
I long to love.
I do feel pain.
I want to drive,
Far way from this place,
Find myself
Be myself
Search for you
Come back to this place a different person.
A Better person
The person I have wanted to be.
I love my friends.
I love this place.
I love all these things,
But it's time for a change.
Not an overnight, instant change in it all.
I need a change that will break me.
'A Lonely Prayer'
I've never felt as unworthy as I do right now.
Empty - Worthless - Now broken for you.
Lord carry me until I am strong enough...
Strong enough to face this world alone.
I guess that I am never truly alone.
In the darkest of nights,
When all hope is gone and I feel so alone.
Comfort me.
Remind me that you are there (always).
I need you now more than ever.
Chase away these fears, this loneliness.
Bring me to tears.
Show me your holiness.
The seasons change and so do people.
But you are always here, always the same.
ALWAYS the same.
Forever.
Don't let me forget.
Don't let me doubt.
'Don't Worry, It's Only A Fracture'
Silly Silly little girl, with your priorities all a wreck.
Take a look at the choices you have made.
Who are you becoming?
There is no reason I should miss the old you the way that I do.
But I do.
I hate to see you become these things you so firmly stood against.
I hate it, but I will not intervein.
What a show this is to watch.
Have a seat my friend, watch as this girl throws it all away.
To my dismay, we will just watch the good decay.
Maybe I have grown slightly numb,
But this all just seems okay.
Thank you for showing me the path not to take.
I could write a book on the things I have learned.
Page after page of things not to do.
Things that will destroy.
Things that will lead to only destruction and chaos.
The things that now make up your life.
Maybe one day you will come back.
But I doubt it.
Not that I have no faith in you.
I just see how quick you have fallen, how deep you have sunk.
You are leaving no trail to follow back.
There may not even be anyone to lend a hand.
What a nightmare this must be.
Don't look back little girl, this nightmare is real.
'Morning At Night'
Another 24 hour day.
Driving home, body tired, reactions delayed......delayed.
Yet my mind races faster than ever.
Full of things I should have said but my mind kept them in forever.
Full of things I should have done but second guessed.
I want to scream to the sky and get them all off my chest.
But I can't.
I can't, so they will stay trapped in me forever.
Forever driving me crazy.
Forever they will be unsaid.
Forever they are echoes inside my head.
A day ends.
Another Begins.
One of those morning where nothing seems wrong.
But absolutely nothing seems just right.
Wake up when it's dark, go to bed when its light.
Same thing as the day before.
Battling these emotions. Constant war.
I try to tell you how I feel from this spot on the floor.
But I can't.
I can't, so it will stay trapped in me forever.
Forever driving me crazy.
Forever it will be unsaid.
Forever it echoes inside my head.
A day ends.
Another Begins.
Constant cycle.
Never ending pattern.
Day after day.
Same today.
Same tomorrow.
Yes, this all get's old so quick.
A change must be made.
The battle now is to not be afraid.
'Note To Self'
It's on the tip of your tongue.
Can you taste it?
It's closer than ever.
Just reach out and touch it.
Tell me, Is it what you thought it could be?
Is it really what you hoped it would be?
Everything seems so right.
But inside you know something feels wrong.
At the time, you couldn't ask for more.
But when away, the doubt is sickening.
Deep in your stomach you know something's not right.
Maybe you've known it all along.
Happiness. Joy. Contentment.
These are only a temporary muse when followed by,
Numbness. Depression. Desperation.
May God open your eyes.
You have been blind for far to long.
Allow yourself to be happy through him and the gifts he gives.
Destroy the selfish person that you have become.
Step up. Be a man.
You know what to do
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